its week 11 which is to say i had studied for almost 3 months already! 5 more months to official byebye NYP. today i went back to school for skill practice.
IA line com'on baby!
ECG no problem til you ask me to interperet it. =P
suction not too bad but damn u if u want me to go solo on an intubate pt (whats the close system for huh!? tell me!!)
Prepare for intubation? hmm... not so sure abt it but pray hard hard not my test skill!
cardio monitoring and defil. bring it on baby!! VT, VF, AF, AV, PEA- watever u maybe!
so am i ready for the skill test? hmm... honestly i prefer real life to clinical test! =P *touch wood* i think i am ready but i need to buck up on my theory part. what is that for and why is and not that? skill-wise sure can pass one lar but if want me to explain i will err...orh....err...
bio result is out. and guess wat!!! *drum roll* i got A!!! heehee... i didn't really study and i got it! when i heard 1 failure i tot it sure me already but nah... not me!! lucky nobody took up my bet if not i will be broke now! =P for some werid reason this selfish me felt so unjust for those classmates of mine. they studied so hard and was rattling standard answers during our group discussion but got C or at most B only. i feel angry... how can like that!?!?
i wonder why i had felt so strongly for those classmates and i realised maybe that is a trait of being mature?! the childish me would jump ard in pride and joy telling pple my achievement and forcing my joy upon others. but now i am actually stand in other's position and shut my trap up.
from my post, u may had guess it...i am fine now. the initial days after i start my meds it was terrible. now i am slowly getting use to the bitter-after taste and the feel emotionally uplifted. hanging out with my brothers, sister and mummy does wonder! even if i didn't talk much abt my prob/ tots or cry being with them makes me feel filled and whole. =) thank you people, thank you my dear Creator.
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Hi, i had returned to Singapore and did not know that you were in poor health condition, perhaps feeling miserable. Hope that I could be around to elevate your spirits.
Anyway, since I am back, and do have some leisure time before work kicks in, perhaps we can meet for a meal and chit chat. Call me.
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