simple life

spoken to a friend online, hours ago. it makes me feel that i am indeed leading a very simple life. i am glad my life is not all that dramatic. i am fine with a quiet and rather boring life. simple life has its simple pleasure and worries. i am thankful for such.

if u can't understand wat i am talking abt, its fine. =)

if u get it; too bad.

something bad happened. nobody is happy. everyone is troubled. extra work, extra effort. less customers in bed but more people staying in, day in and out. the routine of changing 1-2x per shift had now increased to 4-5x with no extra help- ok, i'll be fair; there is but damn min. in comparsion to the increased workload. and h.e...l..l..o... these chaps that needs that no. of changing aren't featherlight lor!!

everyone is unmotivated and damn screwed; only to hear disheartening shit. the facts are great to learn but the shit that follow was damn f**king sickening. perhaps only i heard it or i felt it? someone said... to follow the protocol will help prevent new occurance of the whatever but if u r concern or worry then u can go to see a dr and request for screening. if u get it, too bad lor. HUH? did she say wrongly or did i hear it wrongly? TOO BAD LOR? wat the fu*k? we are the real assest as compared to her shitty KPI! what does she think of us?

i bet we are merely a figure to her. figure that reflect total % of hand hygiene compilance, no. of MC. & HL. and perhaps total no. of good comments back from service quality. screw it lor! why risk our life for someone who give not even a shit of our wellbeing?! yah right, that GEMS. promotion of expressing care from the top down is purely a marketing gimick. nowadays who give a shit for anyone?

if ever i die of anything related to work, trust me i will never want to be seen as one that herotic lay down my life for the great love of people. i will die with tons of blog entry telling the truth of the dark facts of how people exploit others and how f8cking shit the pple we face are!

i am now TOTALLY dishearten by the people that i see everyday. screw it

psalm 30

when i was prosperous i said, "nothing can stop me now!"
Your favor, O Lord, made me secure as a mountain
Then You turned away from me, and i was shattered

i cried out to you, O Lord
I begged the Lord for mercy, saying
"what will You gain if i die, if i sink down into the grave?
can it tell the world of Your faithfulness?
hear me, Lord and have mercy on me. help me, O Lord"

You have turned my mourning into joyful dancing
You have taken away my clothes of mourning and clothed me with joy,
that i might sing praises to you and not be silent
O Lord my God, i will give you thanks forever!

psalm 30:6-12

i esp. like the bold part of this scripture.

i am thankful to God for the little things that He had blessed me with. i will talk abt it another day... still i am thankful that i am His child, one that He calls His own... =)

我认为我也许是太疲乏...

slicing off a piece of cake bigger than i can handle is the biggest mistake i had made thus so far. i took it thinking its a challenge only to know that this is my worst mistake. *sigh*

because of my personal choice and tiredness, its splitting over to all areas of my life. *sigh* i am grumpy, tired (all the time), pessimistic, always complaining and full of anger. *sigh* i don't like this at all. in fact, i don't like anything at all. *groan*

billie jean, my love/ look @ me billie jean

its finally here and i finally get to watched it. the guy who uploaded the drama stop at only ep2! what a long wait... tons of laughter sia...

=)

not right ya?

a few emotions and strong urge to complaint whelmed up within me 2 days ago. i started to type a really long blog entry on my vox blog. it was about work and my displeasure on some stuff, so i planned to vent it out there. afterall the majority that might read my vox blog are my co-workers. i wanted to rally some support - although i know it will NEVER become of it.

so i typed and typed. re-read it numerous time to edit it, making sure i don't sound too emotion but rather objective. finally when i had completed the wonderful masterpiece i clicked post. AND!!! only 1/4 of the entry was posted! what had happened? i have no idea! lucky for my i had copy the entry on my Microsoft (for spell check). i paste it on my vox blog again, post it again. and the same happened. i had to then cut it into 2 different entry to complete all that i had to say in there.

then... i thought. maybe i did the wrong thing. i shouldn't blog abt it, afterall i always blog it as public. if the public reads it, it is not going to be too edifying to the company and my boss. so i deleted it. 2 days later, i am calm and settled. although i still feel strongly abt the issue, i had decided to let it rest. afterall its bureaucracy. not point fighting a battle that was declare defeated before it was ever started. i am no fighter, takes up too much time, emotion and energy. i rather waste my precious resource on being selfish and grumpy. =P

group vs individual

i am a little piss as i turn on my vox blog. i had created a group for my 'special assignment grp'. but since establishing it nobody had joined it even though i invited them and reminded them. never mind the expectation that others have great access to the internet as i do but at least my sms ought to get to them? a short reply but that was all.

since taking on the special assignment, i had done everything myself. but i am 1 month behind the assignment. when i ask the other girls to go and collect the money, it never came in. the audit is long overdue as well. wanted to get the girls together to discuss who to do what and when but its so difficult to get them together since we are doing shift work with 1 on perm night. so i thought the best would be via the internet when everyone can access at their own tiiming. but my the thought of 'own timing' i didn't expect the timing to be more than 1 month! damn it!

so.. i am just going to TELL them what to do. call me overbearing or another names, i will just force my idea and ways on them. i gave them the chance to voice their concerns, their views but they rather remain passive. then passive they shall remain FOREVER! haha... yes... to some point i am evil. *grin*

movie-August RUsh

i had fulfilled my desire to watch water horse. orwh... such a wonderful heart-warming movie! the creature with its innocent eyes and expressive moans. now i want to watch AUGUST RUSH! i wonder why isn't it release in august?! haha... ok lame joke.

i had always like Keri the lady in the movie, since her debute in 'felicity'. another heart-warming movie that will bring tears of angish and then tears of joy. i like such ironic stuff. any takers? hmm... maybe i will watch it this weekend, i hardly get weekends off anyway.

The Leap Year

nice movie. i love how the producer incorporated Corrinne May''s songs into the movie. =) go watch it!

Corrinne May rocks! =)