forgiveness

the recent events in thailand and india had sparkles lots of emotions and forums are packed with comments. as much as i think i am affected by the evils of those people, i wonder what can we do beside just expressing our thots. of cuz we ought not to pay an eye for an eye or a cheek for a cheek; afterall we are not terrorist nor are we back in some olden times. still... anger unrest leads to graver stuff.

i evoke forgiveness do not look at the evil-doers but focus our energy in comforting the lost and the stranded. perhaps by solving the problem when it is possible and reducing the pain to the minimum is the best way to.

is this rest day or mc day?!

head is pain, throat is sore, nose is blocked, sinus dripping eekkyy stuff. this is my rest day. what a timing flu/ cold. just when i am getting ready to spend my time preparing for my vacation. sigh...

rest day

went shopping and it was really tiring. wonder if its my shoes that were giving me the problem. wish to get a pair of brown heels but nowadays courtshoes aren't that popular. i saw more flats (NOT COMFORTABLE lar) and those stripless heels (NOT STEADY lar). so in the end i bought nothing. however i did buy something recently. wait til i snap a picture of them then i will post it here.

i saw a blouse that i really like but it was 80++ so i gave it a miss. i did however tried it on.

at present

stuff spinning in my mind as the yr come to a wrap. things done and left undone, people came and went, seasons changes and stuff like that. what is it install for me ahead. confiction of ideas and desires. perhaps i should? maybe i would? these things are echo of my past, my desire for the future and perhaps a reflection of my present? what are these? i can't get too specific- in it at least here but when it happens, it happens. you will know it when it does and when it does bet you will be surprise or maybe not; afterall what i do decide on rarely surprises anyone anymore, i am just that irrational most of the time....

cool?

i lost my cool and that's not cool. i don't like it when i lost it. i hate the sense of losing control over things. reflecting back, it was not such a bad day afterall. we managed well. iv was min. and there aren't lots of face to face servicing needed. but why was i so jumpy and vexed? i don't know. its terrible and i dislike that. =(


cool...caliton cool?! heehee... =P

14 sai no haha

this is the last last part of the jap.drama. its abt a young lady (high schooler) who got preg out of wedlock and how she overcome the many stuff to give birth to her baby. its a very touching drama. it will be great if u can actually read the chinese subtitles, very touching.

i was touched by her parents' never-ending love for her and the support they rally around her. although i dislike her getting preg, i could find her fear of the unknown. still i am against kids getting preg! =(

here's a mv for the drama, it should give a rather good overview of the drama.

=)

BIG sHOT?

read the new paper and was rather piss with the korean stars not appearing in the press-conference the day after the concert. wonder was it entirely the artists fault or was it the organisers over-promising stuff.

still i dislike people that don't inform others before-hand if they are coming or not. making others wait and then not turn up?! so what if you are a mega-star?! Singapore is such a sweet country and its reporters are the most respectable sort (i think). at least our reporters don't go around cooking up stories or who and who had just committed suicide or so and so is the loanshark..blah blah blah. its not the 1st time i had read reports of korean stars playing it out this way (so full of themselves). although i like the refreshing change in their creativity in music and storylines, i am finding myself disliking the attitude of these people. ok, i meant its over generalising that ALL of them are like these, in fact i believe there are sweet kind souls that are under reported. afterall such "i am a mega-star" sort of struck-up attitude is not monopolised by the korean stars, hollywood, taiwan and even singapore each has their fair share of such human around. but still... i think its so unfair for the reporters who had to wait and waste their time in that ballroom with unmet target/goal.

bak kut teh

legend had that it was the dish of those poor immigrant in "nan yang". they had nothing to eat as meat was too expensive, so instead of eating those meaty part they went to the butcher store and ask for bits of the bones from the leftover sales. those pork bones were then simmered in pot of water with spices added to it (to musk the smell i think) and thus a dish was created. =) this is unqiuely southeast asia =) just like chicken rice and nasi lemak too. =)

my fav is the salted veg not every store make it well. i prefer the soup over the meat and other stuff. yes... i am weird... (i also prefer pork bun's skin over the filling, likewise for mooncake)

any good place for a good bowel of "pork bone soup"?