at present

stuff spinning in my mind as the yr come to a wrap. things done and left undone, people came and went, seasons changes and stuff like that. what is it install for me ahead. confiction of ideas and desires. perhaps i should? maybe i would? these things are echo of my past, my desire for the future and perhaps a reflection of my present? what are these? i can't get too specific- in it at least here but when it happens, it happens. you will know it when it does and when it does bet you will be surprise or maybe not; afterall what i do decide on rarely surprises anyone anymore, i am just that irrational most of the time....