Wednesday, May 28, 2008

American Idol - some of my fav.







American Idol

Heehee... yes, I follow the contest! i love everyone of them, this season. i am so happy that David Cook got the no.1 ! i will miss his voice for a long time. hopefully his album will be release soon! congrates David!!

David.A was just equally great, err... a little less greater?! =P anyway, I remembered the 1st time when he was suppose to perform (after shortlisted and was in Hollywood) he was so stress that he nearly thrown in the white towel just because he wasn't able to convert his idea to the music team. but in the end he made it through. at that time, the judges had already made it known that they had great expectation for him. wow... he is young and with the proper moulding and marketing he will go far. but that will certainly crash with his dream to becoming an ENT Dr! =) heehee... he will be brust into song after every scope?! haha...

the other 2 contestants that i adore are Carly.S and Syesha.M. these power houses are just as wonderful! i personally felt that they sang so much better than some of those commerical singers that we have in the musical scene. i do wish that they will get a contract somehow and not return to live life as yet another ordinary woman on the street.

orh... I WILL MISS THESE GIFTED WONDERFUL VOICES FOR A LONG TIME! =( HEY AMERICAN IDOL.....I LOVE YOU! heheee... *scream*

Monday, May 26, 2008

Woman

woman is a amazing human kind. capable of all sort emotions, pack with much energy and possiblities. weakness, strength and balance, woman seems to have it all. displaying as they deem needed. such interesting people- bet God must had spent a great deal of time moulding them into being. if the offsprings of Eve are already so amazing, wonder how Eve was like as a human?!

迷宮~Joanna W.

i finally went on to purchase this CD <> trial listening to it by playing the playlist attached on the left.

i had listen to this song numerous times on the radio and really like this singer's voice and style. but i am very stingy with my money on such things. unless i am very sure its something worth keeping else i will not part with my $20+!! but i am not at all regretful buying this CD! =]

after listening to it for a couple of time, i realised she is very much like Corrinne May! =] their voices! both so smooth and prefect.

looking for their next album! jia you!

Friday, May 23, 2008

rambles

it had been really stuffy. is it the weather or is it me? found out a few new and rather interesting things about myself. yet these new 'information' is not at all helpful. some self-help books that i read told me the key to a better me is to know myself better and in that way i can fine-tune myself to be a better person. but the problem is with the fine-tuning. being this me is familiar and easy, why should i change and can i really change? its terrible isn't it? the key to all success is courage. courage to step out into the unknown, to try new things and to face with the adversary in life. perhaps my problem is courage?
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my dad is unwell. been to the hospital and now walking with a limb. yet the idea of it all didn't raise any alarm in my system. no emotion, no concern, no whatever. am i heartless? my elder sister lectured me on why didn't i answer my phone the night before, instructing me to visit my dad and blah blah blah.

i did and it resulted in me leaving my work 1/2 hr before the official time. honestly, i have no idea what time was the official time, cuz i hardly get the chance to start work at 8am for a long time. stupid me! should had ask right? but i assume it to be 8 to 4. anyway back to the topic, on my way out of the org. i found myself feeling angry towards that sick man. thots were roughly these "shit. because of him, i clock under-hrs", "got exams leh but still need to do such shit" blah blah.

i think i never fully release my dad into forgiveness. or maybe i did. forgiving =/= forgetting but i did. the point that i forgave him, i might had well buried him somewhere in a really remote part of my brain. he is my dad, biologically but emotionally he is just a stranger on the street to me. =_=

i found myself wondering again... what will we do if he dies? i guess its a simpler qn than if he falls damn sick/ bedbound. i am nurse but does that means i must be Mother Theresa too? hmm... its a really profound qn for me considering the reasons why i chose to be what i am today. hm....
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i find it hard to be happy these days. i need a long break. a time to honestly re-evaluate myself, my calling and my future. or maybe... vanishing into the thin air is a faster short-cut. if aliens do read blogs, i wonder if they will consider abducting me for their experiments.

Friday, May 9, 2008

old song



listened to the podcast of 933 "can-drama" and rekindle my love for those lovely 70s-80s songs. Zhen Ni, Cai Jin, Fong Fei Fei, etc... haha.. i love them all! *smuck*

Monday, May 5, 2008

dishearten

3 nights of work and non was smooth. damn piss.

1st piss - i expected to be put as jr but was placed as in charge. after such long time not being in-charge at night and with perm night girls i thot i will be spare from it. but no.. i was AGAIN in-charge. all those casefiles hor... *sigh* never help to prt sticker lar, files labeled vs actual content were wrong one lor, etc. never mind.. ok lar.. i take it. that's nothing much i can do anyway. just damn piss lor.

2nd piss - RMS. damn damn damn damn to the power of n! such stupid error on my part which dragged innocent being along with me. still can't get over that fcuked up feeling! within less that 3 years i have already keyed in 3 RMS! so much for promotion and pay increase... damn!

3rd piss never had i had a peace day! after 1st night i got to stay back for RMS, 2nd night ended with a death case and 3rd night threaten another death case my time. fcuk! then need to admit in pt too. the WHOLE PM also no admission but come my time must admit one lar! fcukling suay. just plain damn suay sia! yes! i said SUAY!

i hate working! period!!! teamwork my arse! or maybe i am the only one not exhibiting the much needed teamwork!? what the fcuk lar!

treatment rm checklist is also weird one lor. can only do in pencil? we where got carry that with us and why must do in pencil? duno lar. whatever lar now.