dishearten

3 nights of work and non was smooth. damn piss.

1st piss - i expected to be put as jr but was placed as in charge. after such long time not being in-charge at night and with perm night girls i thot i will be spare from it. but no.. i was AGAIN in-charge. all those casefiles hor... *sigh* never help to prt sticker lar, files labeled vs actual content were wrong one lor, etc. never mind.. ok lar.. i take it. that's nothing much i can do anyway. just damn piss lor.

2nd piss - RMS. damn damn damn damn to the power of n! such stupid error on my part which dragged innocent being along with me. still can't get over that fcuked up feeling! within less that 3 years i have already keyed in 3 RMS! so much for promotion and pay increase... damn!

3rd piss never had i had a peace day! after 1st night i got to stay back for RMS, 2nd night ended with a death case and 3rd night threaten another death case my time. fcuk! then need to admit in pt too. the WHOLE PM also no admission but come my time must admit one lar! fcukling suay. just plain damn suay sia! yes! i said SUAY!

i hate working! period!!! teamwork my arse! or maybe i am the only one not exhibiting the much needed teamwork!? what the fcuk lar!

treatment rm checklist is also weird one lor. can only do in pencil? we where got carry that with us and why must do in pencil? duno lar. whatever lar now.