both eyes closing

the is this young pretty thing in my workplace. the day when she started work both Cdy and i had a distaste for her style of work. she doesn't do things right and when told off she argues back. somehow, i let it fly cuz i want to be nice to young girls like her, who knows what potential we might kill if we get too harsh with her? but i certainly HATE working with her and i think some of my co-workers had by now realised and agreed with me (they too DISLIKE that idea of working with her).

since we are in the same team, it is really hard not to work with her but thanks to the whoever that is in-charged of the rooster, i had not been working with her in the same shift for a long time since the last (that nearely make me into a murderer!). but taking over from her or passing report to her is something i can't avoid totally.

i had witnessed her made a few near misses in dishing out the 'candies' and overheard clients confronting her on the near-misses but i just kept my mouth shut. no point eating our youngs. then that day when i was watching the kids do dressing for a client, that client actually told me that our dear friend was not just rude and given her the wrong medicine. she was RUDE, checked! wrong medicine?! omg! so it was panadol... it was a 'when needed' dose so it was not actually the wrong meds. she should had asked but she didn't thus just giving blindly. when client confront "why do i still need this?" our dear friend reply was "dr ordered so u just take. its all written in the imr" *faint* after listening to the client i confronted our dear friend and she said "its ordered mah!" my reply was "its a prn dose, u don't even ask if she wants it or not huh? its prn if fever. pple got fever meh?" her reply was the most amusing one: "how will i know if she got fever?!" (her voice had raised and shouted like she was engaging in a fight!) *faint FAINT FAINT!* i felt like slapping her but i withheld my impulse and answered in an angry voice (maybe raised but i felt my blood gushing to my brain- tats for sure) "u r the staff n. and u don't know? clinical charts are for fun one huh? cannot check meh? u r nursing document or human huh?" aunt. ro_da came to the soften the tension by asking the other girl to continue with her reports. i was ready to be a stroke from this dear friend of ours,, if it had continued!

why both eyes closed?! cuz the day before when we passed to her there were a few d/c. normally the pm-girl will have to remove the old meds but she didn't. so fine... i can let it slide since boss ever said the one to d/c pt ought to remove the old stuff. then there were the oral meds that was ordered at 12pm but was not even obtained! @ 2pm she had X4 (obtaining supply) and @ 8pm realising her mistaken she had refused to sign or X4 but still SHE DID NOT OBTAIN the supply needed... come the next morning i was on with the new girl and that's the 3rd X4!! i was totally pissed... its antibiotics lor.. its not just some suppl. or vit. but *sigh*... i want to die liao.. when i spoke to her she still argue...

i can really understand why some old n. works for the sake of just coming to work. why take these things so personalised? its only kills us along the way. zen it out and its just an other day. if the kid want to play pranks so be it to her own death. no point coaching, just report to the top and the boss scold her. if she wants to argue thats non of my shit. but my personal take on it is... why bother the top if we can settle at our level? life will be simplier if everyone does his/her part well. i don't ask u to help or do the extra but if u can do watever is needed/ expected of u then it will be enough to make working less tiring.

for now.. i will only say "watever lah" if the standard become sub-standard its really not my shit to care for it. being a people-person is really not my forte. i am more of a 'bio-medical' model person than a scio-culture sensitive person really. because being the later is too draining.