Tuesday, February 23, 2010
In sa Allah
am i happy? i can't answer for sure but at least i am getting by. once i can't understand why would and how could someone cry every morning when she reaches her office building now i do. the stress, anxiety and fear of facing the day and lots more. it doesn't matter if one if a believer or not, it's really hard to be all Godly and great in the face "danger". the 1 month of attachment does nothing to smoothen the transition but perhaps it did i can't say for sure too. hmm... so what is it that i am sure of?! 1 thing for sure is that i am still learning and sometime learning it the hard way. i miss the gentle reminders and the learning by observation and copying the seniors in my old ward. i miss those seniors that had all left for other postings and the fun way they interact with each other at work. still life goes on and i am still coping. with the help of God i shall too smile at the footsteps that i had left behind.
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hey, cheer up gal...
By the way, I think you shld have receive my fb message. That's what I have to say...so I hope u are not offended.
hi ayaaya... u changed to livejournal now? haha... went to multiply but can't access now i know why.
oh ya. i did get the message. i am not offended lar. its just something i should had been told so that i can improve. although i am bothered by the talks behind the back, i guess at my age i ought to be strong enough to know what can be digest and what should be spit out. =)
haah! yeah, i changed. coz i can't access multiply in sch. so i change...anyway, LJ my permanent blog site for ages!!! Since 2003, I think...lol...
Ok...ok..well, sometimes it is something we need to improve on. At least, you can self reflect and improve yourself. Read from the latest entry that u are interested in palliative care? hmm...if that is so...then med-surg, you have gone wrong..you shld have chose palliative nursing instead.
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