flowers?

went to the market today and saw the beautiful sunflower smiling at me. bought it to work wondering along the way, who should i give my flower to. to be as long as it is within sight and stills pretty i am glad. afterall sunflower are strong and odorless so it can 'tahan' long time while not giving any problem to those with allergy to pollen/ flower's smell.

was debating btw 26/6 (a fellow believer) and 28/10 (she reminds of my mummy) but decided no to give anyone of them. =P cuz other pts/ relatives may talk. so i placed it at my room's nurses counter. not sure if JCI allows that but it certainly brought a little color to the nurse's counter and hopefully bring a smile to everyone hovering in that area.

drifting over topic... i am so upset with those crazy DRs! they love to hog the casesheets and imr. then later ask us, is that or this done?! funny!! they had denied us chance of peeping into their orders and then later ask us weird questions like this?! CRAZY! if not leh... they will come very 10 to 15 minutes to either add in new changes or orders in the casenotes and imr. how to get medicines and label the right test?! tell me lah....

this new group of Drs are so fickle-minded. or should i say no sure of what they want. no steady lar... that is why everytime i am on shift i show 1 hugh mega black long face! oh shit! i think i had picked up the passive-aggressive stance somewhere. that explains why that MO seems a little not too willing to talk to me and when he does he is always very polite. haha... ya... i realised my bad habit of throwing things down and make a din when i am upset (or is it stress?). better keep myself in check if not i will be the 2nd "i am so tired" missy after SmTa.

so... in ending... prayfully mr sunflower will help boast the morale of the room up and all the pts will be happy and recover soon enough to pack their bags and go home sooon... Amen!