new class new adjustment

not all mature learners possess the same quality. although we had all worked a certain numbers of years before jumping back to school the feeling i got from my current classmates is totally different from our accelerated class back then. hmm... i wonder if it is because we are advancing instead of the basic? or if its because even if all had been working for the past years, the actual age is still relatively young? hmm... organisation can still improve, communication too. and my lecturer should really work on less intimidating her students. if we are studying because we are stress but not truly enjoying it, i feel damn sad. i am feeling damn sad now. instead of enjoying myself learning new things, i am cursing it whenever she ask us to pull out a piece of paper to do an impromtu test. i am targetting to be politically correct because this is an open blog (i don't intend to close it anyway), i need to watch my back in case someone from somewhere sees it. still... being critical, judgemental and still adjusting, i have nothing much more than grumble and sigh sigh sigh. i hope things will turn better but i seriously doubt it. i don't think the entire class will be exteremly cohesive but as long as we are 'glued' enough to get it moving along, i think it should be fine. yah... i'm back.. the jaded one.