forgiveness

the recent events in thailand and india had sparkles lots of emotions and forums are packed with comments. as much as i think i am affected by the evils of those people, i wonder what can we do beside just expressing our thots. of cuz we ought not to pay an eye for an eye or a cheek for a cheek; afterall we are not terrorist nor are we back in some olden times. still... anger unrest leads to graver stuff.

i evoke forgiveness do not look at the evil-doers but focus our energy in comforting the lost and the stranded. perhaps by solving the problem when it is possible and reducing the pain to the minimum is the best way to.

is this rest day or mc day?!

head is pain, throat is sore, nose is blocked, sinus dripping eekkyy stuff. this is my rest day. what a timing flu/ cold. just when i am getting ready to spend my time preparing for my vacation. sigh...

rest day

went shopping and it was really tiring. wonder if its my shoes that were giving me the problem. wish to get a pair of brown heels but nowadays courtshoes aren't that popular. i saw more flats (NOT COMFORTABLE lar) and those stripless heels (NOT STEADY lar). so in the end i bought nothing. however i did buy something recently. wait til i snap a picture of them then i will post it here.

i saw a blouse that i really like but it was 80++ so i gave it a miss. i did however tried it on.

at present

stuff spinning in my mind as the yr come to a wrap. things done and left undone, people came and went, seasons changes and stuff like that. what is it install for me ahead. confiction of ideas and desires. perhaps i should? maybe i would? these things are echo of my past, my desire for the future and perhaps a reflection of my present? what are these? i can't get too specific- in it at least here but when it happens, it happens. you will know it when it does and when it does bet you will be surprise or maybe not; afterall what i do decide on rarely surprises anyone anymore, i am just that irrational most of the time....

cool?

i lost my cool and that's not cool. i don't like it when i lost it. i hate the sense of losing control over things. reflecting back, it was not such a bad day afterall. we managed well. iv was min. and there aren't lots of face to face servicing needed. but why was i so jumpy and vexed? i don't know. its terrible and i dislike that. =(


cool...caliton cool?! heehee... =P

14 sai no haha

this is the last last part of the jap.drama. its abt a young lady (high schooler) who got preg out of wedlock and how she overcome the many stuff to give birth to her baby. its a very touching drama. it will be great if u can actually read the chinese subtitles, very touching.

i was touched by her parents' never-ending love for her and the support they rally around her. although i dislike her getting preg, i could find her fear of the unknown. still i am against kids getting preg! =(

here's a mv for the drama, it should give a rather good overview of the drama.

=)