recent development

recently i had been feeling down. few days ago i was feeling so sad and down that i felt like weeping for no reason. and then i realised that the reason for that weeping was because somebody was dying and she did die that day.

then now i feel so unsure, so fearful and sad again. i was wondering is it because i am sick? then it dawn on me perhaps i was feeling for someone's behalf. then i randomly read someone dear's blog. she is feeling down and she must be very very stress with the up coming exams. so i prayed for her after the prayer i felt i little better but still not 100% back to normal yet.

fasting really makes a person more sensitive huh? had been planning to start fasting again this weekend but unintentionally it slipped my mind. but due to me being unwell, i unwittingly skipped my meals while i slept. but i continued with my prayers and reading of the Bible. its interesting to wake up everytime having a worship song singing in my mind! =) so can i say that i had been fasting for the past days? hmm...

some update on my health. i am still having small episode of diarrhoea, each time i take solid food =( and i get dizzy when i get up from bed/ chair or squat down; felt nausa and vomitted a little today. planned to venture out to see a Dr today but the sky decided to pour down rain and blow in the strong wind. so slept instead. *sigh* falling sick make me miss my mummy and my mother-in-law homecooked food and Jesus. *cry cry*