Mr Snail's adventures

Sounds like a cute title for some kids' books.
Anyone writting one, this is my suggestion... the series can explore stuff in the yard and during wet season when kids have to stay indoors. =( the series can end with the snail getting smashed by somebody stepping on it! heehe... or getting dehydrated while trying to walk over a dry pathway. LOL... ya ya.. i am sadist in some ways (more than 1) lol...

Chin up

I had been brooding about my present. Where I am physically and how I am yet thrown into the pool without a bouy to hold on to, just like it was in the past. Familiar with the cases and the likes of my previous workplace, I kept thinking I will fare better there. But I know I can't do it, even if I move back I will be facing yet a whole new group of people and the dynamics would had certainly changed.

So what is my plan? To stay on and strive forward. Perhaps I should seriously stop showing my unhappy face to people who ask me how is my new environment. If I smile and tell myself it is good maybe it will work the way I think it is? Maybe then... I will do it.

I wanted air-con, nurse A+ patients (to experience those rumored crap) and surgical. So I got my 'wish' why shoulod I complaint anymore? Hmm... Smile...

blood types

i was reading somewhere ( and anywhere on the world wide web of cuz!) that there are actually more than the A, B, AB, O types of blood groups in the world. The problem is those other 'minority' are or had been 'killed off' in the stages of 'revamping' human race.

not surprising really. considering the rule of nature 'the survival of the fitness' ya? so those 'incapable' of reproduction just have to die off naturally. plus those genetically unwell and pro to sickness. those that survived the risked of being killed off must now preserve their life well, inter-breed for purer blood? nah... it was written that those pure breed doggies suffer from congenitical heart disease or some sort of sinuses problem. so purer may not mean better species huh? so what should be the solution?

maybe 1 unified blood type? then we will have no problem with blood bank's low stock problem? and everyone can donate their blood, marrow and even organs to anyone else. life will be simpler and gosh! i sound so communist. perhaps that idea isn't too bad but the execuation of that idea will be totally bad. afterall power corrupts ya?

when it is the end...what will become of you?

This time won't be the water, the solution is no longer an ark. Those that copied the ark had been strike down before, this time will be no difference. Nobody can predict the time and the location but we all know it is here now. Any time now.

Should the Mayans be right or even if Nostradamus' drawing did indeed was pointing at something more than the end; what are we going to do? Cease all human reproduction? Go retreat into the woods and mediate? Or perhaps proactively reduce global warming?

I am ready. When the end comes, I wish that I will be put to work by His favor. I know I ought to be careful with what I wish and pray for. So far things had indeed moved the way I had prayed for. So should I pray to be the one to feed the hungry and heal the sick, will I be the group that's 'left behind'? Yet my selfish self hopes, if I am left behind for whatever reasons let my family be called home to His glorious presences.

pinky n e brain?

the result for the yakda-yakda competition is out, i am not the speaker and i am not upset. it had been a interesting trip learning and observing how different people think and communicate. even more interesting is how people percieve things. hahaha... the ever so diplomatic me love peace and less arugment please. =) hahaha... anyway although i am not in the speaker group, i am still involve in the 'research' (side-kick) group. hmm.. now that i have 1 topic secured in my PPA what should i plan next? wohahaha..

this is what are actually want.

we are all just self centered individuals wanting the world to spin at our bidding. should we be given the power to dictate and bend the rule of life, may all expectations be answered and results be instant and painless. this is what we had all become.

新不了情

re-watch this film again today. it had always been my favourite. its music, its story and the cast. it reminds me of the people that i work with daily. i may take it as a job and detest the wimpy and grumpy fellow that is lying on the bed. but like will i know of their past, present and future. i salute the family members that come daily to speak words of encouragement and faith into their love ones. while the fact is that they are the ones that really need those encourage and lift in their faiths. i may think they are being difficult but the truth is that is the only way they can express their love for their sick love ones. perhaps that is the only thing and method they can sense that little control in their lives that this point of time. perhaps the road along pallative, a good death is the best way to go. the truth at the end of the journey awaits the faithful one...

i had been thinking... so many people had express their interest in wound management and so had i. how many stoma nurse, wound care management nurse or even vascular do the nation needs? with the greying population and the increase of chronic illness management, perhaps i should pursue my interest in dealing with the dying? although i am high on mercy, i am intolerant to stuff that i can't control. death is certain but the time is beyond my call, the doctors not even the mediums in the temples. but its the will of God to bring the family, the individual through the suffering... who am i to say anything i always feel... plus i always free that a good death is one that not necessary prolong death but to reduce the suffering. i fear my emotions may overtake me and lead me astray if i walk into the grey... hmm... so where am i heading?